Mom
It had been a brutal business trip to New York and I was
tired and hungry and longing for home, grateful that the trip had been cut
short due to the illness of one of the clients.
Travelling was not my favourite thing to and I hated every moment of it,
from the indecision as to what to pack to the crowds at the airport, the hassle
getting through security and suffocating claustrophobic plane trip. Luckily the flight wasn’t very full so I’d
had no seatmates to add to my annoyance. As I rode in the taxi I thought of
Roger and how glad he would be to see me.
I smiled to myself and closed my eyes for a few welcome moments of
peace.
Pulling up in front of my apartment building I breathed a
sigh of relief. Home at last. I tipped the driver handsomely since he had
not said a word to me the whole ride home.
Nodding to the doorman I walked quickly to the elevator which was there
waiting for me and empty. Yes, it was
good to be home.
When the elevator arrived on my floor a man was waiting to
get in. He was dishevelled and dirty and
smelled like he was in desperate need of a bath. I thought of questioning him as to why he was
in this building. We didn’t see people
like him here. However, since he was
probably on his way out I decided to let him be. Besides, I was just steps away from my
sanctuary. Heading down the hall I
listened for the excited barking of Roger.
He seemed to know when it was me getting off the elevator and got excited
before I even got to the door. As I got
closer though I noticed two things; no sounds of canine excitement and a strong
smell of what I thought might be cat urine or some sort of chemical. Strange.
When I got to my door I noticed it was slightly ajar. This was even stranger. I never forgot to lock the door. Pushing the door open slowly, prepared to run
if necessary I peered inside and stopped dead in my tracks at what I saw.
It wasn’t my apartment at all. I checked the number on the door and it was the
right number. In my fatigue had I gotten
out at the wrong building? But that was
impossible. Surely I would have noticed
before now. Then what was going on
here? All of my furniture was gone and
the apartment was full of tables holding various jars and bottles, some with
tubing coming from them. I had seen enough crime dramas to know that I was
looking at a meth lab! In my
apartment. Then I noticed an old lady
hunched over a burner in the corner of the room. She looked strangely familiar…but it
couldn’t be.
“What the
hell is going on here??” I yelled
“Oh! Hello Daniel! I thought you were going to be gone for two
weeks! What are you doing here?” said the old lady looking up in astonishment.
“Mom??” I could not believe what
I was seeing. My mother, in my apartment
cooking meth.
“I’m sorry
about the mess, dear, I thought I would be gone by the time you got back. You should have called!” She actually managed to look indignant.
“Why would I
call my own…what the hell are you doing here?
Are you…are you actually cooking meth??
You have set up a meth lab in my apartment??” I couldn’t keep my voice from
shrieking. “And where’s Roger? What have you done with my dog??”
“Relax, dear,
your dog is fine. I took him to stay
with a friend. This is no place for a
dog, you know.”
“It’s no
place for you either!! I demand to know what’s going on.” Daniel took out his cell phone and started to
call the police but then he stopped himself as he realized he would be turning
in his own mother.
“Okay, Okay,
calm down and I will explain. Just give
me one minute” and his mother turned back to her work, turned off the heat and
wiped her hands. She came over to give
me a hug, but I stood back from her. I
was in shock.
“Now Daniel,
please don’t judge me. I had nowhere to
work since they raided my last lab and I knew you were away so I didn’t think
you would mind me setting up here. I would have been gone before you got back
but you had to come home early and ruin everything.” Was that a tear in her blue eyes?
“You thought
it would be okay to use my apartment for a meth lab? Your other lab was
raided?? Who are you and what have you done with my mother?” My knees felt weak and I looked around for a
place to sit. Then I remembered the door
hadn’t been locked. “And why is the
door not locked, anyone could just walk in here…” and I remembered the man I
met at the elevator. “Was that a
customer I just saw??” This was all so
surreal.
“Oh no,
customers don’t come here! That was one
of my suppliers.”
I just stared at her, not believing my ears. Seeing that I was not able to speak my
mother told me the whole story. She had
been cooking meth for years. It was how she
had managed to give me everything I wanted all of my life. The best schools, the best toys, the
clothes, vacations…it had all come from drug money! My mind was reeling and she continued. She had a huge order to fill when the feds
had come and raided her lab. Luckily she
wasn’t there but she lost her whole set up and in desperation, she needed a new
place to work.
“You don’t
want to miss a delivery with these people, let me tell you..” she said.
“Mom, do you
have any idea how dangerous this is? And
how wrong?? You could get killed! Or end up in prison!”
“Honey, I
know what I am doing, please trust me.
Now do you want to help me with this and then I can get out of your
hair?”
I couldn’t believe my mother was asking me to help her make
meth! This was not happening. This must be a joke. She was going to shout “surprise” at any moment
and all my friends would jump out and it would all be a big joke. An epic
prank. I looked around to see if I could
spot anyone hiding. I ran to the
bathroom and threw open the door.
Suddenly there was a commotion and something hit me on the
back of the head. I slumped to the
floor and everything went black. The
last thing I heard was my mother saying “Don’t kill him! He’s my son!”
I woke up in a hospital bed with the worst headache of my
life. I reached up and tenderly felt my
heavily bandaged head. I was hooked up
to an I.V and there was a heart monitor attached to my chest. Struggling to keep my eyes open I looked
around and saw my mother sitting on a chair in the corner.
“Oh you’re
awake!” she said, coming quickly to my side.
“I’ve been so worried. How are
you feeling?”
“Mom…what
happened?” I croaked
“You just
surprised Leo that’s all…he’s very protective of me and didn’t know who you
were so he overreacted. You have a
concussion but you are going to be just fine”.
It all came back to me in a terrifying rush, the meth lab,
my mother, the whack on my head.
“Mom you have
to stop doing this. You…you need to turn
yourself in and come clean. You can’t
keep living this life of danger, you’ll get yourself killed! Please, let’s go to the police…tell them you
are being forced into this…” I pleaded
“Oh, Daniel…I
wish you hadn’t said that. Now you have
given me no choice”, and that’s when I noticed the syringe in her hand. She went over to my IV.
“What …. what
are you doing??” fear had tightened my
vocal cords and all that came out was a squeak.
“I’m going to
make all of this go away for you, son. I
can’t have you ruining my plans. There
are millions of dollars at stake here. Don’t worry, everything is going to be
okay….”.
“NO, Mom, NO,
don’t do this. I won’t tell, I’ll do whatever you want! Please!”
I woke up in darkness, bathed in sweat. Looking around I realized I was in my own
apartment, in my own room. A wet nose
pushed itself in my face and licked me.
Roger! It had all been a
dream!! Everything was as it should be
and my mother was not a drug lord. I
wept with relief. I must have been so
tired from my travel I didn’t remember coming home and getting into bed and had
fallen asleep to this horrible dream.
“Daniel? I
heard you screaming are you okay??” it was my Mom.
“What are you
doing here?” I asked, memories of my
dream making stirring up fear. Why was
my mother here?
“Now, now
dear, don’t worry…everything is going to be okay…”.
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